Jobless.

The memories of my office life.

So here we are.

After 5 months of planning, prepping, and strategizing, I have made it to my last day of employment.

It feels weird. Really, really weird.

I'm trying to find the right words to describe my emotions, but I'm coming up short.

I mean, I've been working steadily ever since I was 18 years old and Abercrombie paid me to hang out with half-naked men.

Now, here I am: Jobless.

And I have absolutely zero plans on when or if I'll ever be getting another one.

But here's the thing with me and jobs.

With each one, they all sort of held the same pattern: The first few months were exciting and new, but after a short time, I knew it wasn't what I really wanted {usually around the 2 year mark}.

I got bored.

I got restless.

I wanted more.

But I never quite knew what that "more" was. 

So then I would just hop on over to the next job, hoping that that job would be the one.

Did you know that at one point I even attempted to go to school to become a Chiropractor like Fasha?

Yeah...Let's just say that was extremely short-lived.

But you see what I mean?

I was all over the board, never really knowing what my "calling" was.

Yesterday, Liz over at Explore.Dream.Discover wrote a post on following your dreams.

And the main thing I got from that is realizing that no one else is responsible for making my dreams and goals happen.

It's up to me.

And sitting around in meaningless job after meaningless job, waiting for this "calling" of mine, may never happen.

So what am I going to do? I'm going to quit my $47,500 a year job at 26 years old and starting today, I'm off to go live this dream of mine and create the reality that I want, with the one I love.

{Can I get an "amen?"}

Who knows where I'll be in 3 months, 6 months, or a year...

Who even knows if I'll even be alive in 3 months, 6 months, or a year...

Possibly a bit dramatic, but also kind of true, right?

Sometimes I'm scared shitless of what's to come and my control-freak side gets the better of me as I try to plan every step along the way.

But I'm learning to let go, be present, and just enjoy what's coming.

Now excuse me while I go step outside for a second to scream.

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Happy Friday and thank you all SO much for your support in this crazy new chapter of our lives!

I'm so excited! :)

xoxo