Gosh, yesterday I was in a crap of a mood! I got to work, had a million things to do, didn't get a chance to take a break (except to blog because we all know I'll always make time for that). Anyway, I was talking with my mutha and she was telling me that she's probably going to live in Georgia for at least 4 more years. I just lost it. I was crying and I was being selfish and I was thinking that I need her HERE. What if I get married and have kids in the next 4 years?? Then she's just going to be gone? What if it's MY kid? Will she not come back to help me out like she did for Michael by moving to Georgia? It's just sad and I don't know how to handle it. I can probably count on 2 hands the amount of times I'll see her in the next 4 years. It's depressing. I wish I had an abundant amount of money so I could fly there any time I wanted...So then I was talking to my dad and he emailed me this morning:
Hi Shella,
Sorry you feel down.
If I pay for your flight, would you go see your Mom?
I'll be happy to accommodate it for you.
Love,
Dad
What a guy... that made my day. He's always been so generous with me.
Looks like I'll be making a trip out to Georgia soon!!!!!!!!
So anyway...today is a new day. I am in a great mood, got some girls coming over tonight for some yoga and wine festivities, got my Starbucks next to me...It's going to be a good day!
aw, your dad's email made me all teary-eyed. damn, i'm emotional today. i CANNOT wait for tonight because your yesterday is my today. wah.
ReplyDeleteYou always could get your dad to give you what you want by throwing a few tears into the mix :)
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad you're coming SOON!!!! We could do wine and yoga, couldn't we? Maybe? Okay, just the wine then.
I would LUV to see you do a Downward Dog, Mutha. (Look that up)
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